Sometimes it takes me by surprise when I think about it. I wonder if it does for you, too. It is hardwired into my very essence to love being spanked. Something that throughout our long history as humans has been a means of controlling and instructing children, to put them over a knee, and bare their buttocks, and strike those buttocks. To cause pain and humiliation. For whatever unknown reason, I (and a large number of others) have fetishized this. It hurts to be spanked; I hate it when it’s happening! But the before and after moments are mind-blowingly incredible, they fuel my entire sexuality. Those moments fuel many other souls, as well, as TTWD, either at the Dominant or as the submissive partner. Sometimes it seems so silly, to be put in that ignominious position, teetering there, in limbo. But, at the same time, ones’ pubis is placed in direct contact with the knee area one has been turned-over, and the buttocks become the focal point, as they are in our sexuality.
Do other people have these recurring thoughts?