This might be a rambling post, but there are several things I need to state.
First of all, I’m in a really good place right now, so the above photo caught my attention as representative of my mood. After a f*ck of a LONG time, I’ve found someone really special! I hesitate to say too much about it/him for fear of jinxing it, but for the first time, I think I’ve found someone who matches me in voracious appetite. It’s been heaven being on summer break, being able to sate our hungers whenever we feel like it. Even though that has to change, we’ve pledged to keep our relationship a top priority.
The beauty of meeting as we did is that our quality time together didn’t have to be relegated to just evening hours after work. Simply put, I’ve been getting my butt spanked A LOT, and consequently, we’ve been sharing sexual escapades A LOT. Because we’ve been traveling, I’ve had to get dressed more than I’m used to doing. (It’s been good because I’m going to have to get dressed in business clothes daily for my office job soon.)
So Robert has started using a special phrase, “Come here to me, young lady…” It means that he intends to spank me.
And in response, I’ve developed a routine way of answering. As I obey and hasten to his side, I pull my own panties down to mid-thigh. It wordlessly proclaims that I know what’s coming, that I approve, that I’m ready and eager for it.
I only share this intimate detail of our relationship to say that there has been a price to pay (besides a permanently red and sore tushy, and a perpetually turned-on and then satisfied sex). I’m having trouble writing. I feel like Hemingway, the words just won’t come! The story I posted this morning (#425) took me forever to complete (I started it before I left).
Maybe it was inevitable. Out of my enthusiasm for the topic, I’d been posting multiple times daily there for a while. My enthusiasm is still there, but all my wants and needs are being met. So I have to find a new balance. With my new job, I cannot devote the time to writing that I had been doing. I’m not going to try to force the issue. I plan to write short pieces inspired by the photos I’ve gleaned from the Internet and kept on file. Maybe this will re-inspire me, I don’t know.
And I’m going to keep reading. All kinds of stuff (okay, mostly erotica), and maybe this will prime my creative pump anew, get my juices flowing.
All I can say for certain is that both Robert and my new job changed me, therefore you’ll see a change in this blog (the truest expression of me). For the immediate future, please don’t expect to see long pieces published. (May I suggest that you go back and read some old stories here…?) I may not post everyday from now on. Know that I am content, fulfilled, very well spanked and very well fucked, and therefore I couldn’t be happier. I wish the same euphoric state of being for each of you, dear readers!